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| hmm...im not friends with cat. i dont know why i mention that first, but i guess its starting to bother me, idk why she was the one who was talking shit about me, geez i hate my concious, haha im listening to her sing right now, shes really good. lol. haha and im talking to pat. yes im still his friend,....again.lol oh mi gown you have to hear about Andrew C. god he is the boy that canmake my heatrt beat faster and slower, i know ive talked about a lot of guys are here, but if you ould lookinto my eyes when im thinking about andrew, theres something therethat is hard to find, but it shinns and glows in my eyes, its called ... love. i love this boy, idk why cuz he barely talks to me, like im not good enough for his scedual, but idk i still love him, stupid of me right?? but hes still the sweetest boy i know, he always knows what to say, and hes so trustworthy, and i hope hes loyal lol so dont get the thought hes like dispicable or anything(for stupid people, dispicable means horrible, rotten, should be hated, etc.) and andrew has my favorite quality in a guy...hes smart. i swear nothing is sexier in a guy than intellect, i spent the night at my best friends house last night, pamm. god do i love her. we wated johnny cashs life story, it was awesome, and we watched lion king today hehe and we were watching the doors which is really amazing, too bad lilly doesnt know me, shed love my mom, lol my mom is/was amazingly obsessed with jim morrison lol, i know like nothing about jim, but i know a lot of people who do lol i dotn know why he seems like a gigalo in the movie...so idk but hes hot, so thats all that matters lol yea the computer has just been moved up to my room, well, there is so much else i could tell you, but i dont feel like it, so like whoa, love you bye<3 | | |
| wow it's been less than a month wow this is a record hehe just had a great time with george and didnt want to forget it so i figured id post it in here
T2TRAVEN: love is a money
T2TRAVEN: something that begins with splendid
T2TRAVEN: all you need is love
Quiero tu 111992: please dont start that again
T2TRAVEN: all you need is love
Quiero tu 111992: a girl has got to eat
T2TRAVEN: all you need is love
Quiero tu 111992: She'll end up on the street!
T2TRAVEN: all you need is looove
Quiero tu 111992: love is just a game
T2TRAVEN: i was meant for loving you baby
T2TRAVEN: you were meant for loving me
Quiero tu 111992: the only way of loving me baby is to pay a lovely fee
T2TRAVEN: just one night
T2TRAVEN: give me just one night
Quiero tu 111992: theres no way cause you cant pay
T2TRAVEN: in the name of love
T2TRAVEN: one man in the name of love
Quiero tu 111992: you crazy fool
Quiero tu 111992: i wont give into you
T2TRAVEN: Don't
T2TRAVEN: leave me this way
T2TRAVEN: i cant survive
T2TRAVEN: without your sweet love
T2TRAVEN: oh baby
T2TRAVEN: dont leave me this way
Quiero tu 111992: you think that ppl would have had enough of silly love songs
Quiero tu 111992: cough(i look around me and i see it isnt so, oh no) cough cough
T2TRAVEN: sorry
T2TRAVEN: i wasnt paying attention
T2TRAVEN: lol
T2TRAVEN: i look around me and i see it isnt silly
T2TRAVEN: oh no
Quiero tu 111992: some people want to fill the world world with silly love songs
T2TRAVEN: but whats wrong with that
T2TRAVEN: id like to know
T2TRAVEN: cause here i gooooooo
T2TRAVEN: love lifts us up where we belong
Quiero tu 111992: get down
Quiero tu 111992: get down!
T2TRAVEN: where eagles fly on a mountain high
Quiero tu 111992: Love makes us act like we are fools. Throw our lives away for one happy day
T2TRAVEN: we could be heros
T2TRAVEN: just for one day
Quiero tu 111992: you. you will be mean
T2TRAVEN: no i wont
Quiero tu 111992: and i...ill drink all the time
T2TRAVEN: we should be lovers
Quiero tu 111992: we can't do that
T2TRAVEN: we should be lovers
T2TRAVEN: and thats a fact
Quiero tu 111992: though nothing would keep us together
T2TRAVEN: we could still talk
Quiero tu 111992: Just for one day. We can be heroes, forever and ever. We can be heroes forever and ever. We can be heroes just because...
T2TRAVEN: iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii will always love
Quiero tu 111992: iiii
Quiero tu 111992: cant help loving
T2TRAVEN: you
Quiero tu 111992: how wonderful life is
Quiero tu 111992: now youre in the world
T2TRAVEN: now youre in
T2TRAVEN: the worrld
Quiero tu 111992: you're going to be bad for buisness i can tell
Quiero tu 111992: *kisses*
T2TRAVEN: lol
Quiero tu 111992: lol
=] i love my conversations with george he really means sooo much to me it's not even funny lol i saw him today wew ent to the mall!!!!!!! for like 3 hrs he was with pam and i!!!!! then we all left!!!!! but he kept stealing my shoe!!!!!! and we were funning the mall lol wow it was soooo much fun and i got them in trouble with american eagle!!!!!!! lol oops!!!! but i love george so much and i didnt want to forget this conversation so i figured id post it so yea byez<33333333 | | |
| ha wow it's be4en over a month now, ha well just letting you all know im still alive haha and im not with andrew any more, any idiot knows who i like now lol thats ok i will not tewllyou if you ask you'd have to guess though lol but still i loves ya lol its like almost 1 am and i stll cant sleep maybe henry is online...im bored haha lol well yea i just had the funnyiest convo with george haha i love him!!!!!!!!!!! hes awesome lol well yea im gunna go maybe i should go to bed, but im not tired oh well i'll try mabe i'll talk to henry first...i think he's getting his hair cut lol at 1 am lol you know them asians! they rock!!!!!!! well yea bye<3333 | | |
| AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I LOVE ANDREW!!!! he's soooooo sweet i sooooo totally love him. he's so sweet, and kind, and loveing, and just wow, just jsut wow, age dont matter i really like him, and i hugged him and started trembling, like i used to with pat, and we all know how much i liked Pat, so wow. i really really like this kid | | |
| wow i havent written in here in a while, been so pre occupied, i forgive pat, even though he didnt say sorry, oh well, why let it hurt me constantly right? well right now im a t a cross between becca and jess becuz they are fighting my 2 best friends aint this great jess kissed sonny when we all know becca likes him, god i lovejess but shes starting major problems right now, like her picture on myspace is her and sonny shes always all over him shes loosing becca and if she keeps hurting becca i love hre to death but ive had becca for 3 yrs without loosing her im not about to loose her now, so yea jess is about to loose me too, marie is soooo totally awesome and i so totally love her shes like wow, henry's awesome too we all took pictures with his camera today in church lol and i got a picture with mike lol mike is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tottally amazing lol i love his eyes soo much but yea im definatly all for god/jesus i dont know what i would do with out him and i dont know how i lived before lol but yea definatly im joining the talent show at the church im going to use my poetry lol i have to write some amaizng poem by the summer i think ill be like writting it like all times butif i cant be there ill get like jermey to read it becuz i really trust him or maybe mike cuz mike has that really cool touch and could probably read it really well, oh well i hope i get to be the one who reads it, jermey had to get stiches to day hes like my brother i dont know y i like freaked out lol u an ask henry i was like omgomgomgomg lol but yea friday we had a dance and i was like, trying to annoy pat by dancing with other guys, i know he prolly didnt even care, ya know considering he never has, never will, oh well, but i was like danceing with like 7 guys at one or whatever i felt bad cuz i dont think i knew any of them, but yea its done and gone now, i dont think ill ever do that again, but yea im on the worship team now, cynthia and i are cool and so is every one else, and yea julians in florida, but yea pastor matt preached today instead of pastor kyle, i swear if i had to choose just 1 preacher of all of them in the church i would say pastor matt is my favortite speaker of all time, pastor danille is cool too, but i would definatly choose, pastor matt so yea, and we had a motorcylcle in our church today lol and a tricicle and a saw and a chainsaw lol our church is crazy but i so totally love it, but yea im still upset over the pat thing and it kills me to write or even say his name seriosuly i had to write this 500 word essay on pa*riosim and i only used the word 3 times in the whole essay it could be no more than 500 words mine was exactly 500.but yea i wanna be a poet when i get older, i write poetry so much its awesome lol shel silverstein is like my inspiration, but all my poems are about love basiclly but yea, i can write about basiclly everything but i like to write about love, because of everything i went through with pAt its easier my favorite line of all of my 100 pages(litterly) of poems is-You were just a lie, getting me by. ANd its true pat was just a lie, getting me by and i can never change that and he will always be a big part of life and ill never forget him., he was ofcourse my first love, and heartbreak and he was the one everyone told me to stay away from but i couldnt help it i was like drawn to him lol even now i am lol i would like, love to have him back as a friend and all cuz he seemed to really care ya know, but i guess he ust lied the whole time, he ever said so if u go back in my enrys and read him and i's conversation. that started it all, but oh well, things change, people lie, things will go wrong, but life goes on. And yea that is all for now bye<3 | | |
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